Got It Out

Glad I got that one out, sigh, I guess that I just really need to get it off my chest sometimes, haha. Sigh. I am, soooooooooooooo in love, hehee, sorry....I was just thinking, and it sorta just came over, teehee, more then that even, I suppose, I just like knowing how incredible he is. No one better for me. And I am not fond of wind. But man, was it ever a great day today, weather wise. I hope there can be a fun adventure for us tomorrow...oh yea, heehee, my beloved, sigh....becoming free, um, er, I just can't help but fall for his charm. Hhmmmmm, my sweet, sweet darling, how I long for his arms around me, my sanctuary...ooo poem?

What I Am

A warrior. Fighting for the truth. Fighting for true love. Sigh, awwwawwwwwwwwww, I am so in love it's silly. Hee, hee. I am so proud to be married to just a great man, a gentleman. Hmm, sigh. He does make my life a better place to be. I am a lover. Of my beloveds soul. Heart. Spirit. It is an amazing sight to see. We are doing what we can to be who we are. True love.
I have discovered so much about myself in the last year. It has been really great. To be me, and be happy about that. I can never imagine being some one else. I especially cannot see my self with anyone else, they just could never measure up.

Please Take Two

Take two minutes everyday

For freedom and liberty

For every man and woman who have GIVEN THEIR LIVES in these pursuits through the centuries and across the world

Remember in silence their deaths given, freely, but with such a hi high price

American Revolution War – 50,000+

French-American War – 556+

War of 1812 – 25,000+

American Civil War – 646,392+

Spanish-American War – 4,068+

World War I – 320,518+ [missing3,350+]

World War II – 1,076,245+ [30,314+]

Korean War – 128,650+ [4,756+]

Vietnam War – Cold war – 211,454+ [2,489]

War on Terror – 96,860+

1775-present death total of American fighters= 2,722,991*

[*including multiple Indian/Island/Expeditions/Other nations -/Wars 0f 1813-1848]

Take two minutes every day for the DEATHS of World Earthly Disaster

Indonesia Tsunami - 230,273–310,000

Haiti Earthquake - 316,000

Burma Cyclones - 138,366

Katrina – 1,836

…and so many more

Take two minutes every day for all those who DIE from Famine every day

Who starve to death, everyday

25,000 People Every Day

1 in 6 Americans

Take two minutes every day for all those who DIE from Aids every day

1.5 million Every year

At least 4110 every day

One Every 20 Seconds

Take two minutes every day for all those who DIE from Malaria every day

About 1 million every year

%90 of them in Africa

Take two minutes every day for all those who DIE from Poverty Every day

People Die of Disease and Hunger and

Could be fed

Saved

Cost 195 billion a year

That is a about $30 a month per person

A Dollar a day to

Feed, Medicate, Clothe, and Educate

All people who need it worldwide

Take two minutes every day for all those Modern Slaves every day

Worldwide

12 – 27 million Worldwide are slaves

Today

2.45 million people are being trafficked in the world at any given moment

half of those being trafficked are for commercial sex exploitation

Take two minutes every day for all those who DIE from Suicide Every day

About 300,000 worldwide

30,000 or so are within the US

750,000 or so Americans attempt suicide every year

About 82 a day complete that attempt

Take two minutes every day for all those who must DEAL with repercussions on Rape/Sexual Assault every day in the US

207,754 victims (age 12 or older) of rape and sexual assault each year

That are report in the US

1 sexual assault every 152 seconds, or about 1 every 2 minutes.

2 minutes

That last for a lifetime

Take two minutes every day for all those who SUFFER from a Mental Illness, including Eating disorders

estimated 26.2 percent of Americans ages 18 and older, about one in four adults, suffer from a diagnosable mental disorder a year

57.7 million People

In the US

1 in 17, suffer from a serious mental illness

Take at least 20 minutes everything to think about others

Give silence and respect for those who die and suffer

And ask yourself

Who am I and what am I doing?

Don’t compare

Just

REMEMBER

Justice In Death

As I travel through this predicament, this pain, I have beliefs. An understanding, of myself.
I am weak.
If I can't make it through this, if I die, killed by another, if my body can't take it any longer, if I take my own life, or when, I hope it will be a truth told to the world....
How the justice system can turn on a victim
How cruel they can be.
How they can blame me for what was forced upon me. The horrible things I was made to do.
The shame I am made to endure...all for the sake of others.
To protect those who came to hate me because of the monster who consumed me, body and soul. Took everything from me, and continues to try.
I want my death to proclaim the injustice given to victims world wide.
Mostly the women of the world, but also those men who where forced to endure horrible things.
When the wombs that carry the life of the world are tortured and treated as objects, as things, then the entire world suffers. This is a truth we cannot escape.
But why should be made to continue on in this life with these disgusting memories? Why should I have to pay the price, again, for the crimes of another?
I am tortured daily by the reminder of what I was made to do...just, so others would not suffer as I had, so that others would not die, so that those I loved would not be harmed.
Now I sit here dying because my body rejects everything that had been forced upon it. Can I ever live a normal life? Can I live?
I believe that answer to be know. Now one should be punished for the disgusting things that have been forced upon me.
The Pain.
The shame.
The horror.
And the fact that if I die, in a way they do win, but maybe other's will be saved, will be heard.
Because while I lived many did not listen.
They let it happen.
They punished me for the pain I was suffering.
They let it happen. And made me pay for it.
What is the point..........
There is no such thing as justice.....