My Life's Definitions

Family, means a group of people to whom you share blood and/or maybe a name with whom connects you to there blood.

Friends, are people that you have meet throughout your life, who may be on your Facebook page [that may Facebook stalk you or vice versa to see how they are doing because its easier then calling or texting] or Twitter or Tumblr, send you mass holiday texts [if they don't loose your number, because it really isn't important if they keep yours anyways] and/or emails or forwards, and call you when they need something or have something they want to say.

Acquaintances, are people you may have met once, been in a class with, friend of a friend, family friend or some one you have never met in person but follow and/or may be followed back by on a social internet network.


Associate, person or people who share work experience with who could or may also fall into Friends/Acquaintances definitions. Hold no respect for you or what you do, don't care for you well being in the least.

Higher Education/school, loved learning but was better for making a large sum debt then gaining a gratifying career and/or lifestyle.

Religion, and excuses for people to hang out socially, eat, and take money to build big buildings that will one day be empty. Basic form of a club.

Love, a painful experience where I give everything, everything is taken. It doesn't matter what I think, feel, understand, desire, want, or need. Brutalized, abused, used, beaten in every way shape and form.  Note. definition is changing because of following definition.

Husband, greatest thing/person/experience that has every happened to me. Greatest man in my life, in existence. My reason for hope, life, real love, and just about everything else. Does not have any association with any of the other definitions in any way ever. Period.

Truth Or Death

It fascinates me that so many can blindly follow a wolf hidden in the ripped from the living, faithful lambs, Yes, I too did follow for so many years I went on believing the ideas, the concepts surrounding what I supposed was the truth. I swore I understood them better then most. Nothing but corruption. A sweetly, coated evil cherry topped on a sinful lie. Through time it has torn the pages of life to pieces at the cost of delicate life-force. I am forced to face the something that was used to define me. It is but a darkened taint in the pool of color surrounding the paint that fills my essence.
Just me Hibana