Today Is Today

Finally, the weather is showing it's season. It is raining and it feels so amazing. Very refreshing and renewing. To a point. It gives me even more of a reason to hide behind it. To be someone I can't in front of others, any others. There is always judgment, always. I can walk to through the crying sky and expose myself to the world because no one is looking. Hide behind the vale of wetness all around. I adore the cold rain. The delicate sweet smell of earthly sorrow. It's ok, I am ok. Being alone in the dark is fine with me